Because I have been sorely lacking this blog. I think I have too many to keep up with. I have a Facebook, a LiveJournal, a Dreamwidth, a Wordpress and I just got a notice from InsaneJournal.
I need to make a habit of creating the entry first, then uploading it into the different formats.
And my mind is running around and around like a hamster on a wheel about the possibility of needing a hysterectomy. Sigh... Wish the state of Texas had taken the Medicare expansion. I really don't think I can afford this.
Plus I also help Dad with Mom, and if I have a hysterectomy, I will be unable to lift anything for 6 weeks. So definitely can't help Dad lift Mom. And we shift her position several times everyday, and lift her up the bed at least once a day, because she slides down it.
I need to contact health and human services, to see if I would qualify for anything. Both my workplaces say I can only get FMLA which is unpaid.
And I'm still not sure Dad understands what's going on.
I have also become so absent minded over the past month or so, it's crazy.